Thursday, 30 December 2021

I didn't think we'd have a day when we saw a sysmed post and go, "well, back to being valid." It's a great feeling. It's better when we have positivity on our timeline.

Also, we may have COVID. It's a good thing we got vaccinated. We thought it was a cold. Reanna doesn't understand because yesterday, the doctor said our lungs sounded clear. (COVID-19 causes pneumonia, which usually involves fluid in your lungs. Our mom says it's the vaccine that made it mild. She tested positive and apologized for possibly giving it to us.)

The best part is there's a group of us stuck in one area of the headspace to prevent spreading. We have our own rooms; we're just stuck in the same place. Logan was like, "I need a drink." We're not old enough to drink, so sparking juice for us.
This morning, I learned I have two forms: male and female. I was in my female one during a dream which I can only explain as my game. It was supposed to be something like Saw, but it wasn't.

My game was to ride a horse for who knows how many laps before four polar bears can get me. I ended up winning, and I didn't want to go back to that "school." That was where people were taken after being kidnapped. I needed to go home before Jigsaw found me. I went with Reanna's grandparents, but I found myself in a forest where people were kidnapped at the beginning of my dream. I learned to teleport home where I was safe.

I don't remember being kidnapped and taken to the "school." I appeared there. It had a box which can change what the building looked like by turning it. It had yellow flowers which made you vanish if you shake them. If I shook mine in the direction of the vanished person, xe'd reappear. (I was in my male form for that moment.)

Also in my dream, I was at Bear Creek High School. It was dark and deserted. I saw notebook paper littering the entrance. They had words written in blood. I think some of them read, "DON'T TAKE ME." Also, I knew during my game that Amy Lee was mauled by a bear at the "school." Or did I learn that at grandma and grandpa's?

Anyway, my female form has short brown hair and pale skin. I was wearing an evergreen-colored sweater and a pair of black jeans. I like to think I look like Amanda Young, but that's probably not true. I woke up thinking, "yes, I appreciate my life" and "is my gender fluid?"

By the way, I won by tiring out the bears.