Can't Believe It (F.M.)

[mint_phalanx]

It's been five years since Chester killed himself. This year hurt the most. I have songs I prefer not to listen to because I can't go through it without feeling guilty.

I've kept myself busy by talking to Brian. Reanna wrote her monthly journal. We listened to Brian's "Headspace Demons" playlist most of the day. Then, we showered. Seth played some Eoa. It feels weird. This morning, she and I were heartbroken. Now, we feel a little better.

I miss Chester so much.