16 January 2023 (Rebecca)
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mint_phalanxThis is an entry from our system journal on 16 January 2023. Rebecca talks about her backstory and how this affected her as a tulpa.
I was underdeveloped when I became a tulpa, so I don't know who I am. The headspace had given me traumatic backstory events presented as repressed memories. It makes me wonder if my entire backstory is a lie.
On that note, it did give me a story idea. I will create an avatar named Bianca, so I can find myself through a story. I was going to portray myself, but I began to worry about confusing story events for headspace events. (And now, I have "Somewhere I Belong" stuck in my head.)
I was underdeveloped when I became a tulpa, so I don't know who I am. The headspace had given me traumatic backstory events presented as repressed memories. It makes me wonder if my entire backstory is a lie.
On that note, it did give me a story idea. I will create an avatar named Bianca, so I can find myself through a story. I was going to portray myself, but I began to worry about confusing story events for headspace events. (And now, I have "Somewhere I Belong" stuck in my head.)
