Waiting for a Song (Reanna)

[mint_phalanx]

Mike Shinoda is releasing a new song on Friday. It's called "Already Over." The title makes me nervous, and I keep thinking it's going to be "Eleven." I can't even look up his name without getting tense.

Five years ago, I dreamed Mike released a song called "Eleven." It was a suicide note in rap. When he released the video for "Hold It Together" (the song that makes me freak out), I was so anxious I couldn't calm down until I saw it. I freak out every time Mike releases a new song because I don't know what I'll hear, especially after hearing "Hold It Together" for the first time five years ago. I even freaked out when Linkin Park released demos!

On October 6, most fans are gonna be like "I can't wait to listen to Mike's new song!" I'm going to be like "okay, let's get this over with." I'm going to shake. I'm going to latch onto any lyric that confirms my fear. I should be waiting eagerly, not in fear that Mike will be next. Maybe I should cast a protection spell. I were able to listen to his new songs without viewing it as torture.

Normally, venting makes you feel better.