27 March 2024 (Chibz)
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mint_phalanxThis is an entry from our system journal on 27 March 2024. Chibz describes feeling masculine for the first time. (We're bigender.) She wonders if other new headmates felt that way so quickly.
Yesterday, I couldn't stop thinking about that masculine feeling. I recognized it on Monday. It didn't come from me but from everyone else. It was weird and unsettling... I just knew. Reanna [actually Mary] was uncomfortable with what I wanted to wear, and it hit me like a bullet! She feels masculine. (Brian says they still use "she." Weird.)
Brian wanted me to process my thoughts before writing. That didn't happen. I've only been here a month. How can I know these things? That's what I'm trying to say. (I feel better.)
Yesterday, I couldn't stop thinking about that masculine feeling. I recognized it on Monday. It didn't come from me but from everyone else. It was weird and unsettling... I just knew. Reanna [actually Mary] was uncomfortable with what I wanted to wear, and it hit me like a bullet! She feels masculine. (Brian says they still use "she." Weird.)
Brian wanted me to process my thoughts before writing. That didn't happen. I've only been here a month. How can I know these things? That's what I'm trying to say. (I feel better.)
