We're deleting Wattpad and moving our work to DeviantArt. We have more followers there who might read our stuff. Also, having many accounts makes us feel overwhelmed. There weren't many readers on our Wattpad account, anyway.

I originally got the account to share my poems. Then, we started sharing our own works. Not much traction. We'll just stick with DA.
I didn't think we'd have a day when we saw a sysmed post and go, "well, back to being valid." It's a great feeling. It's better when we have positivity on our timeline.

Also, we may have COVID. It's a good thing we got vaccinated. We thought it was a cold. Reanna doesn't understand because yesterday, the doctor said our lungs sounded clear. (COVID-19 causes pneumonia, which usually involves fluid in your lungs. Our mom says it's the vaccine that made it mild. She tested positive and apologized for possibly giving it to us.)

The best part is there's a group of us stuck in one area of the headspace to prevent spreading. We have our own rooms; we're just stuck in the same place. Logan was like, "I need a drink." We're not old enough to drink, so sparking juice for us.

On LPF (F.M.)

Thursday, 16 December 2021 11:33
We need to email beta readers, so we gave up on submitting Murder Hypothesis there awhile ago. I might cross-post from DeviantArt to here. We only have chapter one set up, anyway. So, I think I'll tag the story as "murder hypothesis" and "fan fiction." We need a reason to use this journal.
Content warning: This post talks about suicide, specifically, people encouraging it.

Sysmeds on Twitter are starting to suicide-bait. We learned about it from a tweet by Cambrian Crew (who was calling it out.) I looked to block likes and retweets. It was a picture of a noose, which reminded me of Chester's suicide. My heart stopped racing minutes ago (and so has the shaking.)

Seeing the picture drained our energy, so I don't think we can focus on school well enough. I'll try to do a quiz, though.

Those cowards hit a new low. They're doing something illegal. In our state, intentionally driving someone to suicide counts as negligible homicide. I hope they realize what they're doing before someone gets hurt (in other words, attempts or completes suicide.)
Stop talking about us like you know better. Stop saying we harm traumagenic Alter systems just by existing. Stop using things like "D.I.D. isn't fun" to spread hate in the guise of information. WE AREN'T FAKE YOU FUCKING SONS OF BITCHES!

Oh yeah, AND STOP FUCKING ERASING OUR EXISTENCE BY SAYING WE'RE TRAUMAGENICS IN DENIAL!
There's another Plural Code! We just saw it as a post with a carrd that Stronghold System retweeted. Trinda& (ThatsSoTrinda) made the Twitter post and carrd. (These words are hypelinked.)

This Plural Code uses emojis to condense system information. Trinda& said it's not replacing the MuC. We'll make a post using it soon.
It seems urfaveisantiendo deleted the account. That's good. I'm gonna see if PluralPhobe deleted also. Nope, still there. The account doesn't have a lot of followers, though. That's good.
I'm making a Google document detailing system information, so I can post it on Twitter. We don't have much schoolwork today, so we can work on it.

We're going to have three (maybe four) documents:
  1. Mint Phalanx's information
  2. Diamond Phalanx's information (including headspace info)
  3. A document aided by Hungry Ghosts' Plural Etiquette questionnaire.
Reanna coined a term: idiogenic. It was inspired by the word, "idiopathic."

From our Twitter thread:

The word describes no known system origin. It's used by systems who don't know their origins and want to explore.

Unlike "quoigenic" and "cryptogenic," "idiogenic" isn't used by systems who don't want to share their origins.

Reanna hopes to give systems unsure about and exploring their origins a better starting label than endogenic, therefore helping dispel the myth that all endogenics are traumagenics but don't know it.
"You haven't posted in four days. Where are you?" Reanna said as though I run my source's account. Why does she ask ME about Mike's lack of activity?

Also, I'm also noticing I have memories before the phalanx, during my development. The day after Chester died, I sat at her grandparents' table that morning. I didn't want to eat because I was sad. I remember Reanna's spring ritual her sister photographed.

But pre-phalanx memories aren't that weird here because the character headmates have them via backstories. They also remember their development.
The weird thing about having Mike Shinoda as a source is my reaction to tweets made by other fans. I just read a tweet thanking him for being a father figure, and I was like "aww, how sweet! Thank you!" But I'm not Mike; I'm Factive Mike. What doesn't help is I can act like a caretaker to Reanna and the others.

Checking (F.M.)

Saturday, 12 June 2021 08:36
I opened Google and said, "let's see what I'm up to," and Reanna was like, "Mike!" So, from now on, me looking up Mike Shinoda will be called "seeing what I'm up to." As a joke. Usually, she looks him up to check on him. She's done that since she got worried about Mike after Chester died.

My source doesn't have an account here, so Reanna feels better about me posting. (Her first concern with interaction on our deleted Tumblr was accidental libel.)

Also, we're going to try to crush some dry oatmeal. We got our wisdom teeth removed yesterday, so we can't chew much.
Recently, I found the Narrator Box. This is where Reanna would develop characters and stories. From what I remember, we could interact with her. I think I've gone into the Box once in awhile.

The Narrator Box looks like a control room in a sound studio. In theory, it should be sound proof because it allows Reanna to tell the story while not interrupting us. Hey, maybe we can use it to aid in parallel processing! (Parallel processing is a set of skills used to increase or decrease thought-leak and skills among headmates.)

Sad (F.M.)

Saturday, 20 March 2021 23:50
 It's Chazzy's birthday. He should have been here. He should have been here to celebrate. He should have been here to celebrate twenty years of Hybrid Theory, and he should have been here through COVID-19. I miss him so much.